[hiccups] (endless, helpless) [Is there anything else you need from me?]
[crowds] (caving in) [Is it time to go home yet? I don't believe I know where I am.]
[turtlenecks] (slowly choking) [Is there anything else in this closet that fits?
[hearing other people's dreams] (minutes) [Are you comfortable with me just smiling and nodding?]
[strangers zipping jacket to my neck] (blood spurting) [Do I know you? You say you know me.]
[cigarettes] (something to do with my hands) [What does one have to do with the other?]
[sunglasses] (as not to be seen) [Is it dark or am I just frightened?]
the curb outside your apt. [I am the gutter leaves that you swept and gathering in that plastic bag you always carry.]
the one outside Studio on the Square. [I am the un-ashed cigarette hanging from your fingers, lit only by the dim bulbs that line wrinkled movie posters along a brick wall.]
[the body is a jar] (nicotine, caffeine, paroxetine) [How does any of this help? How does any of this help? How does any of this help? How does any of this help?]
[chicago is a capsule] (your heart remains broken.) [These buildings are staring at me. They follow me home.]
[film/camera] (man walking backwards having a day.) [I reversed the footage.]
(a green ball floating from outer space finding its way into the desert.) [No one wants to ever help.]
(dragging bodies to shallow graves) [The sun bled all over the lenses.]
[Judas knocking at the front door] (please, come in, but no kisses) [ ]